pain.

so, went to the doctor yesterday and sat there for about an hour just talking to the lady about everything from the start. FINALLY she took some blood, and told me they were going to test for Lupus, Inflammatory Arthritis, and some genetic disease. they put me on steroids for about 10 days. she was like "you're going to be extra bitchy and extra hungry" GREAT. but the thing is, today was the first time i wasn't bitchy in about 2 weeks. hopefully it will stay this was cause today just felt SO good. i was so happy and just in a great mood. i'll hear the results soon and let errrybody know asap.

So. i'm having dinner with my dad tonight.. this should be interesting. i haven't seen him in about a month. divorces suck. dont let your parents get divorced. i still miss you. i think its gettin better though. i was actually reallllly happy when i talked today and didnt just want to cry. maybe this all will work out. someday.

ahh