one last kiss, one only. then i'll let you go..

I don't know how today felt. This morning seemed like a good morning; it was cold, i was awake, and happy. then during school it just all went away. i was mad, angry, sick, and hurting. everything reminds me of you. it's kind of ridiculous. cigarettes, friends, laughs, songs, smells, words, everything. i miss you terribly. 

Tonight made me realize how much I really love to sing and how much I miss it. I miss camp. I miss those laughs and those stupid jokes and the amazing people that make up the best week of my life. Soon. 

i just want to talk to you. really talk, not that short, "yeah" "cool" "fun" shit. i want us back. i want you. i need you. 

I really just don't know what to say tonight so i guess I'll leave Dave to express my words..

SOME DEVIL

One last kiss one only

Then I'll let you go

Hard for you I've fallen

But you can't break my fall

I'm broken don't break me

When I hit the ground

Some devil some angel

Has got me to the bones

You said always and forever

Now I believe you baby

You said always and forever

Is such a long and lonely time

Too drunk and still drinking

It's just the way I feel

It's alright

Is what you told me

Cause what we had was so beautiful

Feel heavy like floating

At the bottom of the sea

You said always and forever

Now I believe you baby

You said always and forever

Is such a long and lonely time

Some devil is stuck inside of me

Why can't I set it free

I wish, I wish I was dead and you were breathing

Just so that you could know

Some angel is stuck inside of me

But can I set you free?

You said always and forever

Now I believe you baby

You said always and forever

Such a long and lonely time

Youre stuck inside of me