breakdowns.

Today has possibly been the worst day of my life lately. I didn't lie. YOU are the one who was being a jerk  to me and would rather be at a party than with your girlfriend. I'm done. I'm not doing this any more with you...

i wish that was as easy do as it is to say.. 

You told your sister you were better off single. You have been my closest friend for over 4 years. What am I sposed to do? You were right, we never should have dated. Being friends would have been so much easier. But I can't do easy. I need you in my life. You kept me alive, kept me balanced. But now you're yelling at me, you're telling me i'm a liar and all I do is bitch. Every girl bitches. Now, you're bitching at me for being a girl. THANKS.

I haven't eaten in two days. I needed to lose some weight anyways.

and i can't breathe without you but i have to..


no more k.p.