Write something you hate about yourself..
well, let me think. Hate is a powerful word. You can dislike a lot about yourself, but hate? That's like utter disgust. I just don't want to use the word hate if I really don't know if i hate it. Let's see.. I hate how I over analyze and over think things. I take things to a whole new level and make them into things that just don't even make sense. I wish I could just be able to hear or do something without over thinking about it or morphing it into something else. It makes me seem like I don't believe people when I do that. I hate, hate, how easily I can get angry about something. I'm so sensitive to anger, and I get that from my daddy, so blame him. Literally someone can be talking to loudly when i want quiet, say something wrong, or just look at me wrong and I will get pissed. I'll take my anger that I've built up on other people too. I hate when I do that, cause I'll make it seem that I'm SO mad at you, but I'm not. Something just went wrong and I take it out on you. Bad habit. I also hate how attached and emotional I can get. The simplest things can make me cry some days, and others, nothing can make me cry. It's crazy. I hate how little things can just bug me to no end and I'll just bitch about it. I need to learn to get over it and suck it up. I hate how I'm not inshape on bit. But, I don't do anything to change that, so really I have no right to hate that. I just need to get off my fat butt and work out, simple.
These are the only things that come up as of right now..
this is gonna be tough. 1 down, 29 to go.
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