wow.

i'm so ready to get out of this town. i love madison and all, but i'm so done with this small town bullshit. everything is lies nowadays. you can't trust anyone because anything you say, they take it and twist it somehow. then its just plain, flat out liars. something happens and they change the story completely, making it seem like something happened, when in reality, it did not. then you have those that just make up something all together, something that NEVER happened... not even close to what really happened and just parade around town telling everyone the "story". rumors are just stupid cover ups for people to get noticed and get attention. grow up and stop. seriously. 


people will claim they are your best friend, say that you can trust them with anything and that they'll never tell a soul... well if that aint the biggest load of bullhonkey, then i must be stupid. people will act like your bestfriend when you're heart broken, but try and get with the boy that hurt you behind your back. i mean WOW. come on. people need to be smacked in the face. just sayin. 


anyways. this time change in messing me up. i feel like i should just be passed out right now, but i still have so much to do. ugh. joy. 


i'd never thought i'd say this, seriously, but taylor swift is my favorite person right now. she helps me cope.

"now i'm standing along in a crowded room and we're not speaking, and i'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me? i don't know what to say since a twist of fate when it all broke down, and the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now."

guhnight.