i've decided to make a vow to myself. a promise. lately i've noticed i'm not the healthiest little girl on the block and that needs to change. no more sitting around, no more cokes, no lazyness, no more love handles, or belly bumps. i'm making a vow to myself to become healthy, active and lean. become more comfortable with my body and how i look, become more confident then ever. i'm going to. i've told this to myself before, but now i have to live up to it. i can't let myself down once again for being lazy. it's going to change. right now.
along with this bodily change, i need to make changes in myself as well. i don't need to become so jealous, or so attached to things or people, for i have learned that everyone lets you down at one point. but you must forgive, not always forget though. i can't be the other girl anymore. i can't be the one in the back, the not so confident one. i'm going to become proud to wear tight clothes and be excited to put on a bathing suit. yes. soon.
okay alyssa.. don't break this promise. you can do it!
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